House party at TJ's! Wooh!

I am just recovering from what was one of the amusing few days this year. House gathering at Mr Waller's house.

It had food. It had drinking games. It had funky laughter. Heck there was even a cat there. For two nights and days I was at Abbey Mills relexing. It was good. I got there to find Tim and John already there. We played 21, A game that includes the Classical line: "If the Chairman drinks,EVERYBODY DRINKS". Needless to say we got smashed. Watching weird movies, like "In the company of Wolves was also Ace. Not the film itself, which was weird at best, but the conversations it raised. Weird Lupid dreams?..Taking on a pack of wolves with a sword?..Which would win- A sword or a shovel in a fight?..Was Red a Slut?
The next night we brought in Pizza and included Lucy, Elliot and Tash in the mixture. I crashed out early though. Damn the light weight!

Cassie's 21st and a new angle for me to see myself

Okie picture this..
Me in a dress and heels wandering abouting Kingston Town in an attempt to look pretty. Bearing in mind I cannot work in heels and the dress was way to small, I think I did good job!
I arrived there to meet John, where we paniced and tried to buy a nun card for Cassie as it was her 21st. (It was a few days ago, but the celebrations were on Wednesday.)
We did manage in the end to find a good one and a CD we knew she would like. .*High five*
Fast forward to having a mini house party and everyone semi tispy. There were all new faces and one in particular was Cassie the Candian. She had a funky laugh that set me off snorting, which set everyone else off as well.
Hmm, We all went to KP, before marching to Oceana again. It was a good time, though I had ruined feet before the night begin (Told you I can't walk in heels!!)
I was having an ace time til we got out of the club. There I noticed John was being cold.

He said I was playing games with him and looking for attention when I could not get it from him.

It was a slap on the face, and got worse when I went back to Cassie's and found out we forgot to bring sleeping bags as there were 4 others staying the night. I was trying to say that I could go back to Chelsea but no one was listening to me. Made me run away and John have to get the motorbike to find me. I did not mean to be a pre Madonna and certainly not worry anyone, but I was shocked and drunk and pissed off. Not the best mood to socialise with.

He did catch up with me in the end, and the next day we had to meet to deal with the fact people advised him to break up with me, and he was debating whether to listen or not.
I on the other hand, wanted to jump before I got pushed and told him to find someone else, as
I am leaving the relationship before I hurt him more seriously....
We talked and I cried, and we decided not to quit and proof we could be a good couple if we wanted to. Only time will tell if that was wise or not.

Harry's houseparty

I I nI Never know why, but it always seems that when there is a chance to put Makeup on, I always the victim of over load hyperness. It is always the same faces, just different places.
This time it was in Harry's house where Kyle, Rolo and I gathered to celebrate Harry turning 20. Or an excuse to get drunk. Either way it was fun.
Kyle was running late, so we got the party started with Giggles and drinking, so when he came we were in the mood to party.
Unlike the others I had food already in My Old Dutch. I was more then a little upset when they decided to go to eat. In my Old Dutch. I felt like a fat pig when the same people who served me came to serve us. Argghhh.
Moving on, We went back to Harry's and tried to drink. It seemed our hearts were not into it, as none could down the vodka, and when I fell asleep at the embarrassing time of 11, the party offically frizzled out, with the others failing to wake me (I was sick!) and deciding to sleep themselves.
It did not ease the pain the fact the next morning I disappeared to the doctor's and didn't reappear. I lost out though as Kyle made Cake. Damn the stomach bug and bad Alcohol!

Fun in South End

My new tatooo

Me and Hayleee

Drunknesss

Love of the Southend People!
Hehe I have just experienced the most craziest mini holiday away for a while..AKA PARTY AT HAYLEY'S! Let me explain more..Hayley Dye invited me to her houseparty in south end. I met John and Phoebe in Spoons and invited them. Me and Phoebe had a heart to heart and 1) She and me connected in a way I never thought possible 2) She told me that me and John should get together.. Soo..It is offical. Me and John are now an offical couple! (*gulp* What have I done?) Anyway, we drove down to Southend with me drunk on Baileys and met Hayley and her mate Lewis. This lead to more drunkness, exploring a club called Sun rooms and me finding out how much Tattoos hurt to have done..yep, I got myself inked up! What did it feel like?..Someone holding ice on you in a way so it burns but is cool..Best way to describe it!. Hmm, what else to add?.. -Hayley and me both argeeing the other was the fittest doll we have seen (Hot hayley!) -Me and John finding out how much we care -Finding out the Southend is a cool place to hang in the day or night. -That drinking a bottle of Baileys in less then an hour was a bad idea..

A quick catch up in my maddeningly medicore life

Rawr, where to begin is always the harest part of any story, especially when there is so little to share- none of the Adventures anyway..Just feelings of Confusion of where I stand with others..
If this is a little deeper then what your eyes are used to, then just skip this blog..As I feel a rant come on, and if you will liked to be saved, I would heed this advice!

Hmmm, I guess the blog should start at Karin's birthday a few weeks ago..Me being me ended up tispy and on a guy's lap which made some intriging photos and gossip..though nothing happened!
The party itself was good, being I got there early- although I had to phone for help and in the end John looked up the Address from my faebook, googled it and gave me idiot proof directions! as managed to watch Phatom of the Opera (I don't care If you think he is creepy, the Phatom is kewler!) then watch the guests arrive. Karin played the perfect host, and there was giggles and networking occuring all night, with people commenting on cute little Bubbles, Karin's Dog..(I wasn't the only one planning to steal her..the dog that is, not Karin)..til we got kicked out at 2 due to her parents wanting to sleep rather then here the sounds of youtubed music, giggling and vomitting..
Hmm, the rest of the Week was bland..Went to lectures like a good little girl, and astonished myself with actualy understanding what Anne our Lecturere was saying! Though I do have a soft spot for her.. She comes up with crazy comments, usually about meat and weird Metophars.."It is like a BBQ and hot potatoes" was the best o.O

What else to say?..I guess me and John had a first date as well..Which was...Sweet..Though I refuse to go into details on that one..some things are personal after all..Let's just say I went home smiling as much as he did..

Ohhh that reminds me, I lost my phone. It made me cry, the realisation of the lost texts, Photos, Music and of course Numbers..That and as I broke my phone a few weeks ago and claimed it back on the insurance, they treated me suspiously and told me off like I did it on purpose..then got hit by paying for the replacement stuff AND 2 months bills for tmobile..Ahh the shame of it all..

I think that is it from me and my last few ays..Will write more regularly, as going to go to some gigs and Brighton...Ohhh and Bath..

Peace for now!
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